Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Rebel

I haven't been on here blogging in four months or so, I have been feeling like a rebel lately. I have always felt like a rebel or black sheep of my family and now that feeling is back. Have you ever felt the world is against you. No matter how hard you try to be good bad seems to follow you. I have dark thoughts about life but I see sunlight at the end of darkness. It has been hard for me to be motivated lately but I still hold my head up and stand with pride. I have always tried to be positive even when negativity creeps in. People call me a rebel but I'm a rebel with a cause. Some days if feels like I have no reasoning for being here than I look at my mom and God parents and I'm thankful for being here. Most people think of rebels as bad people but I have always been a rebel with meaning. A rebel to do good and not always bad. Even though I feel bad sometimes like there is a demon inside me, but I fight demons daily so I ask people that feel like me to keep your head up and stay focus and safe. Blessing be with you.